Wipe the tears.

I'm going to smile like nothings wrong, talk like every things perfect, act like it's all a dream, and pretend it's not hurting me. Everybody assumes that i'm so happy that nothing is ever wrong with me but nobody ever knows that I feel like everything is falling apart and my insides are numb. I did all I could to make sure everythings perfect. You might close your eyes to the things you do not want to see but you cannot close your heart to the things you do not want to feel.

I just need someone to talk. A shoulder to cry on and big hug to calm me. You've no idea what is going on.